Goodbye! Farewell! and Move on!!!

Agnes finally finshed her last day in Jetour. She has worked here for nearly 3 years la!

For me, she is such an important people for me in this company. She is someone I can talk to share my happiness, sadness and worries. Maybe her leave will push me to be even more independent in expressing my own feeling to people. Yes, there is no one else left whom I can share my true feeling with. All I have to do is wearing a fancy mask in front of people, pretending I know or don't know something at the right time.

But that's life, we have to move on, like anyone else in this world. Hope Agnes will be happy with her new job and environment!

wah... my xanga has been left behind for many months la. finally have some leisure time to surf web. so looking forward to holiday and pong's new album in august.

time has pass so fast, i have been working for the same company for 1.5 yrs la (still remember how hard i feel when i was still using the old diary webpage to express my down when i begin looking for jobs), people always get tired and frustrated when you stay in a job for too long, esp when you face failure , yeah. this is my case this year, so bad, i admit i am less enthusiatic than last year, but similar pressure with last year, but it's a really good chance to train up my management skill, yes, i have much to learn and there is a long way down there.

keep thinking about further study plan, but the first step is save money. some people say people plan their holiday better than their future, yup, i think that is very true. people also do just cos' they are too afraid to face vagueness, yes, the vague future, nobody can tell what's going to happen, but at least you plan ahead, just like you have a second plan, just in case the bangkok package is filled up in high season, you may go to taiwan, so why not plan your future today, better have scenerio a, b and c, probably more. at least you will know what to do when things are getting a bit out track.

yes, you may say, if you plan everything ahead, there is not excitement in life, but we can't live without go planning, or i should say we can't have good life if we don't plan ahead. so let's calculate the following.

suppose i want to have a car in 5 years time, so i don't have to stuck in mtr everyday, probably 10,000 every month x 12 = 120,000

have a MBA degree, 200,000 for a generally recognised good MBA,

being able to support parents to go to trips every year, 10,000 per person = 20,000

good grooming, 2000 per month x 12 = 24,000

daily spending, 4000 per month x 12 = 48,000

keeping a dog, 800 per month x 12 = 9600

wah...... what i have to do to get the thing i want in 5 years time???????

any suggestion???

bonus day + annual dinner

tired, did not have dinner at home for 2 weeks, so tired to dine out, hope to take some rest before the peak season arrives

cheers for agnes...... yeah.... feel so happy for her cos she got such a good boyfriend, make me so jealous, haha!!! just kiding! i will be happy to death if my future boyfriend can treat me half as agens's boyfriend do. haha! sorry, ar fai, sorry to benchmark you!

 get drunk that night, the wine is so good..... wah ha ha......

10 + 1 + 5 遊戲玩法：
10 : 請列出 10 樣最想做的事情（短期/長期均可)
+1 :被點名人士除了要回答別人的問題，還要在最後出多 1 條問題。
+5: 再+5個朋友仔，順道去他們的 xanga /blog 留言，告訴他們被點名了

1. find a non-smoking and good boyfriend (urgently)

2. save enough money to refurbish my room

3. salary increase to HK$15000 or above (next year)

4. keep a dog

5. have a new home (alone or with friends or with boyfriend)

6. apply chevening scholarship, go to uk study MBA FREE OF CHARGE

7. finish MBA course before 28 years-old

8. keep in shape

9. always keep my room and office tidy

10. be on time to work

點我名的人問：

你諗住幾時結婚???
--> anytime, just with the right person, dream wedding place, uk chatsworth garden, just like a princess, haha, dress as a bride, walking on the grass on a sunny day

下世投胎想做咩???
--> a celebrity's dog, just like madonna's dog

你最想要咩既生活???
--> married, bring up kids, don't have to worry about living, have lots of time for voluntary work

你既夢想係咩 ??
-->make hk to be a more sustainable place

發生過最難忘既開心事同埋傷心事係咩?

--> 最難忘既開心事：break up with ex-bf, go to uk study
--> 最難忘既傷心事：dad's love affair

小時候的偶像是誰?
--> vivian chow

直到現在為止，最遺憾的事是什麼？
--> no

男人∕女人不愛你的原因是...？
-->　MAN: too ER, super troublesome and smarter than MAN

-->  WOMEN: super troublesome and more beautiful than them, haha

你最後悔的一個決定是．．？

no wor, i don't regret on my decisions.

MY QUESTION: what will you do if you are still single when you turn 30?

haha... a tough question!!!

tonight, i think i have done the most stupid thing in my life....... went to a party in cwb......

the party was organised by some friends in UK(not close), Karen asked me to go, ok then i go, I was sitting in a dark, smoky (you know how much I hate smoking) room for 3 hours with nth to do. The party was so boring cos different parties were playing something that I don't play. (But I don't think this is my problem, cos there are other people who also don't play) so we were just sitting there and wait. until the christmas present draw. but they divide the draw into different parts. I simply can't wait to get rid of that environment, left the party alone at 2am. that's why i am sitting in front of my pc to write this piece of diary.

The worst part is the party costs me $250, $30 for present and $102 for taxi back home, so shit! If I knew, I would prefer to buy a new pair of shoes.

But tonight I found out I am not right for this kind of party. or maybe I should say, people look for bf or gf in this venue. The person who can meet my cariteria would not appear in this occasion. Maybe from some people's point of view, my choice is too boring. As long as  I am comfortable with this, I am fine.

Today I was exhausted. Woke up at 7am, in tung chung at 9am. start hiking at 10am UNTIL 5:30pm. although my colleague and I were so tired, we can hardly breathe. the feeling is so healthy and good. i think i should hike once a week for good health and keep fit.